This isn't the only lolita dress that's finally arrived, but I'm still missing loads of important items like shoes for example, so I won't be showing you proper photos quite yet. A total of three dresses and one jacket has arrived and it's all in exquisite quality. Truly. This is nothing like what you get in mainstream stores in terms of quality. The other two even have lacing in the back. So I've actually decided that I'm going to buy a real corset. I had one once before and I wound up selling it since I didn't have anything like this to wear it with, but it got me the tiniest hourglass shape. Anyway, everything fits and just wait until you see it all with a proper underskirt.
Being a good girl, doing my astrophysics homework... Actually, I finally feel like I'm learning something and that I can manage a lot more problems without having to ask for help. Last night I calculated the distance to a star that turned out to be 41253 AU away! ^_^ I also learned that neutron stars are my favourite thing in the universe besides my man and that all humans can thank them for their existence. That the Pulsars (spinning neutron stars) are spinning almost at the speed of light, that the core of a neutron star might have the power to destroy the entire universe and what happens when two of them collide. I can not only know why, but visualize why it's impossible for anything to escape out from a black hole and how, in stead of curving the structure of the universe from it's density, like stars or planets, that a black hole is so dense that it's as if it has ripped a hole right out of existence itself/ the universe.
Still eating a lot of yummy food around here. We've been making japanese katsu again and it wasn't very complicated this time around, but I still can't stop thinking about the flavours... Delicious!
These are the other items that have arrived so far, in addition to one underskirt that will make all my dresses and the jacket look nice and poofy at the bottom. I left it in my old apartment for now, but I tried it on and it made me look completely like an anime character.
This dress is absolutely perfect. Just as beautiful as in the photo. With pearl buttons both in the front and on the sleeves. (The sleeves on the brown dress also has this same pearl detailing and you tie the back with a bow which I'll show you when I'm showing you everything properly). The quality is just impeccable.
Again, I'm just so pleased with the quality. I think I could have gone half a size up with this, but it still fits me so I'm really happy with it.
Finally, this sweet little thing. The fabric is so comfortable, you wouldn't believe. This was the most expensive dress. I'll be wearing it at home with white stockings with frills that go just above the knee like the ones I showed you in "Lolita kawaii Ī ko anime Nina" (you can see everything I ordered and more information there).
I just got some news. I'd applied for a television show called "Gift ved første blikk", they liked my audition and they wanted me, but this show is for single people and since I'm not single anymore I had to turn them down. So typical.. 😅 Of course, it's OK. Better than OK. I already get to be with my prince Charming 🥰
As you can see I just created a private Instagram account after deleting my old account because I had been feeling triggered to eat less. I was afraid that my issues with food had reappeared, but I was looking for support when I decided to make the private recovery account for lack of a better word and I feel like I was able to push through the threat of a relapse. Also, it helps that my boyfriend makes me feel safe. I'm still not sure about platforms like Instagram or tiktok, but I made some internet friends while struggling with this and I decided to turn my profile into a lifestyle account to keep motivating myself to stay healthy and I actually really like it.
Although I've had issues with an ED in the past I just want you to know that I'm not underweight in any of these photos and that I'm not condoning dangerous behaviour in any way. I think I was able to sort through whatever was bothering me, so I decided to make this lifestyle account into a public account after all. I'll follow other recovery accounts or health and lifestyle accounts and use it to motivate myself to stay healthy and sexy! 🦾
𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒖𝒑 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒐, 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒖𝒏𝒊 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒍𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒂 𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒇𝒊𝒕 ... 𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆, 𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒇𝒆 ...
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Now I've really got to get back to my schoolwork! My essay on the Industrial Revolution is due on Friday and I've still got masses of problems left to solve before my next astrophysics lesson. Mind, I also just wanted to mention, in addition to internet friends I might be making new friends now through that student association I was talking about. I hope I'm right, because pandemics suck and I've felt like I was handling it like a champion for so long, but at this point it's starting to get to me too.